Life is so different now
Nothing like it used to be
Everything is so much better
Or at least everything dear to me
Life still has its ups and downs
But all in all I’m happy
When was the last time I was truly joyful
Like the way I’ve been feeling lately?
So many things have improved
In many areas of my life
Although there are still some things
That tear me up inside
I never thought I would feel
The way that I do now
With no reason to be mad at the world
Amazing, I made it somehow
But when I think about certain things
I can’t help but want to cry
Because of all these broken friendships
That really were all just a lie
What happened to the good times
And all the fun we had?
I feel I must have meant nothing to you
Which makes me incredibly sad
But still, I have my real friends now
Whom I hope will never forsake me
And I can tell which friends are true
And I hope that they always will be
I can’t bear to think of the future
Where these strong friendships are likely to break
But yet I long for the future
And the wonderful life I will make
I pray that my dearest relationships
Will somehow survive the years
And that I will always have those true friends
Who are much more than just my peers